“I Despise Art”

I’m starting to feel that way. But it’s a bit confusing..

And also, ironic. Because I keep on making Livin La Via Experience. But at the same time, I feel like I despise most illustrations, comic stuff or anything related. Generally, art. I don’t want to see them. I am completely avoiding them to the point that when I see those things, it triggers something within me that makes me feel sad.

It’s not that I’m feeling that way and just hiding it. I think it’s something developing in me that should be and could be stopped. What could be the cause? Probably one reason is all what’s happened to me the past few months. I’m not gonna lie it’s a little bit depressing if your means of earning can’t even bring food to the table – for a long time.

I know I must be doing something wrong. Or it’s just my style or stuff is not into the market’s taste. Or my work ethic is a reason. I don’t know. I don’t know. I’m confused. And yeah, you might also be confused with this post.

Okay enough of that. I’ll be posting my LLVEXP thing next.


2 thoughts on ““I Despise Art”

  1. Is Jeff Koons’ ballon dog worth $58 millions? Does Damien Hirst’s shark in formaldehyde worth half a million dollars? I do not think so. To me, Koons and Hirst are not artists but rather chief executive officer of a luxurious commodities empires or “Con Art” as coined by Mr. Spalding, an expression “short for contemporary conceptual art and for art that cons people.” Yet both Koon and Hirst became some of the wealthiest artists of all time.

    My point is, I do not know if you are necessarily “doing something wrong”. All I know is that an artistic career choice I often categorized as one of nagging financial struggle and that unfortunetaly talent is the less important variable. Timing and luck seem to matter more to shape a successfull career.
    Just me 2 cents. I hope you are feeling better since August.


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